There’s so much about God’s word I just do not understand. Like how can I be both weak and strong, and
both at the same time? What does that
even mean?
2 Corinthians 12:7-10 NAS
7 Because of the
surpassing greatness of the revelations, for this reason, to keep me from
exalting myself, there was given me a thorn in the flesh, a messenger of Satan
to torment me to keep me from exalting myself!
God allows thorns in my life to test me and to strengthen me
and teach me to have complete faith in Him and for His plans and purposes in my life.
Job, Daniel, Moses, Abraham, Jonah, and many more were tested way beyond
my understanding.
8 Concerning this I
implored the Lord three times that it might leave me.
God is teaching me patience, and it’s difficult for me to
learn.
9 And He has said to
me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most
gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power
of Christ may dwell in me.
In spite of anything I may face, I really need to experience
and know and feel and be grateful for God’s grace. But, I can never truly understand how far
and how wide the grace God is.
10 Therefore I am well
content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with
difficulties, for Christ’s sake; for when
I am weak, then I am strong.
(I had to do some researching on this verse.) It’s the difficult
things and the terrible things and the painful things and the bad things and
the hurtful things and the awful things that God has to use for me to rely on
Him. If my life only had perfect days in
perfect places with perfect weather with perfect people in perfect beauty with perfect
harmony in perfect freedom and perfect health and perfect joy with perfect wealth
in perfect...
If that is my perfect life, would I feel I need more? Fact is, that’s not my life and will never be
my life.
God uses the thorns in my flesh to teach me: for when
I am weak, then I am strong.